Carrick - Your men do have a way of finding the hot spots. And the Keg with H&B on it couldn't be more fortuitous. An omen perhaps.
Fullofit - Oh such perfidy! Tangled web of lies doesn't even come close. That Steinmesser is utterly nefarious. Condolences about the loss of command, general disgrace, overall humilation and transfer to the unfashionable Marne district. On the bright side Ziggy's new CO does appear to have a sense of humor. How very non-Teutonic. If it's any consolation, the French are significantly less aggressive than the Lime sucking Krumpet-eaters at this point in the war. I had such high hopes for a romantic interlude avec Mlle Nadette. C'est la guerre. 79 though. Looking good!
Raine - Another outstanding episode, rich with historical detail. Verdammt golden BB again! Tedious. Very Tedious. Good to see Vogel safely down and of course, taking care of his non-comms. Way to put that tight-arsed Hauptman in his place. I hope Vogel told him to kiss his PLM. Not optimistic about Steinmesser's animal husbandry plans. Time will tell.
I must acknowledge Lou's outstanding and timely contribution to these recent crossovers. As I said in a grotesquely mixed metaphor, he's provided Fresh Legs for my Dull Brain. Freddy's words are Lou's own and the Freddy-Oliver episodes are significantly richer for Lou's efforts.
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À la Recherche du Temps Perdu - Part 39 of many(Continued from previous entry)
Clarissa was late. As I waited a thickly set, white-bearded man in a large brimmed hat exited Rules and acknowledging me with a nod continued on his way. I caught a glimpse of the hawk nose and hooded eyes but the rest of his face lay cloaked in shadow.
Fifteen minutes past the hour a bright blue Rolls of more recent design than the silver machine from last night pulled to a halt. Clarissa emerged wearing a low-cut blue dress under a dark grey coat lined with fur at the neck. The look was more Russian than English. We were immediately escorted to our booth.
Oliver, don’t you wish to sit next to me and survey the scene? You and your fellow VCs are the kings of London now.”
“Not particularly. I like the view from here where I can look at you without distraction,” I replied.
The remark appeared to please her. Facing the marble bust on the far wall had the added advantage of cloaking the VC ribbon which drew so much interest.
The waiter handed me the single menu and departed. I scanned it for a moment.
“Care to have a look?” I asked.
‘Oh I wouldn’t dream of denying you your big night. I’m in your heroically capable hands, Captain Winningstad.”
Our waiter returned with a bottle of champagne I hadn’t ordered. “With the compliments and gratitude of Mr. Zed,” he announced.
“Mr Zed?” I inquired. “I should like to thank him.”
"One of our most distinguished patrons. He has unfortunately departed this evening,” he said as he popped the cork and filled our two flutes.
“I believe you’re enjoying my predicament,” I said, as I continued my frenetic study of the menu.
“Very much so, my dear Captain. I am most entertained,” she said, smiling into her champagne.
“May I suggest the oysters, sir. Fresh in from Mersea,” interjected the waiter.
“Why not.” I replied. The waiter departed.
“I hope that choice meets with your approval, Miss Covington-Chandos.”
“If we’re going to have oysters, Oliver, you’d best call me Clarissa.”
In the end I opted for the lamb saddle for two. The only red wine I recognized on the list was Petrus, which I remembered from that day in March when the ferry pilots had come into St. Omer. Sheer dumb luck that it was a perfect accompaniment to the lamb.
Over dinner we continued our tales of Shanghai and Hong Kong. The exact details of Clarissa’s far-traveling life were revealed with some difficulty as without my realizing it she seamlessly deflected the conversation back to my own travels. I did manage to work out a rough chronology: five years in Paris from age 9-14, followed by two at a Swiss boarding school after which she joined her father for his two-year posting in St. Petersburg. She’d returned from Asia only recently.
“So how many languages have you then?” I asked.
“Let me see,” she said, tilting her head thought. “Un, zwei, три, أربعة, 五, six."
“Was that Arabic? When did that happen?”
“We were six months in Cairo on the way to Hong Kong,” she replied. “I can bargain in the bazaar but I’m far from fluent.”
“I envy you your voyaging. Such things you must have seen. Which springs to mind as the most memorable?” I queried.
“So many. The White Nights in Petrograd. And the Bolshoi. I do so love the ballet. What about you?”
“The Pacific at night under a canopy of billions and billions of stars. Storming down the face of mountainous typhoon seas not knowing if we’d rise to the light again. Ancient cities of the East, thousands of years old. California was barely settled by white men 70 years ago.”
“I feel the need to dance, Oliver. Shall we go?”
Despite the relatively early hour of 11.00, Murray’s was crowded but the VC ribbon did its work and we found ourselves whisked to one of the reserved tables. I saw Freddy standing nearby with a mixed group of RFC officers and their ladies and waved him over.
“Who are you waving to?” she asked.
“A new friend. We met this very afternoon.” I replied.
“Champagne?” I inquired.
“That goes without saying,” she answered.
The waiter departed as Freddy and his troupe came over.
“Ripper, old top! You made it after all.”
“Clarissa, may I introduce...”
“Freddy!” she exclaimed. “All grown up. A pilot and an officer now. A highly decorated one too I see. Bravo!”
“Good Lord! Clarissa!” Freddy shouted, then gave a toothy grin as he continued, “Yes, look at me now, eh. But look at you, haven’t you blossomed into the exotic thing. Two years in the Orient have clearly agreed with you, despite your protests to being shuttled off there at the time. And how is your Father, and your Mother and St. John for that matter? I’ve not talked with any of them since shortly before you left.”
“Thank you, Freddy. The Far East was most exhilarating and quite to my liking. Mother and St. John are well. Daddy is too, though he’s rather pressed now that he’s been assigned as Minister to the United States. He and Mother are off to America within the week.”
“Haw! He’ll get a chance to see the wild west then, Cowboys and Indians and all that. Where this fine fellow calls home!” Freddy gave me a hearty slap on the back. The two were clearly acquaintances of long standing. Clarissa, seeing my confused look, set course to allay my befuddlement.
“Oliver, my father Hubert, and Freddy’s father Arledge were at Charterhouse together a thousand years ago. They’ve been friends for years and occasional business associates. Freddy and I have known each other since we were quite young.”
Clarissa’s older brother St. John, whose name she pronounced ‘Sin-jin’, was also a Carthusian. He currently served in the Royal Navy. Freddy’s parents were often away. Over the years he’d spent several school holidays and the odd Christmas with Clarissa’s family.
Freddy made introductions to the members of his troupe and their female companions. I signaled the waiter for additional Champagne. “My treat Freddy. Fair’s fair.”
As we awaited alcoholic reinforcements to find their way forward, the ladies decamped
en masse to the powder room. No sooner had they cleared earshot when Freddy spoke up.
“You lads give Ripper and I a moment if you would, I’ve a surveillance report to share with him, hush-hush and all that.”
The men in the group responded with an assortment of nods and smiles, and a lone “oooooh” thrown in for good measure as Freddy laughed them off, then turned towards me with a serious look which seemed much at odds with the happy go lucky fellow I’d imagined him to be.
“Listen up old sport, unless I’m entirely off about the wind direction here, you’ve some designs on our Clarissa, yes?”
I smiled and chided, “Why do you ask? Am I sailing into your territorial waters?”
“Haw! God no!” Freddy laughed, his face back to more familiar form. “I adore her, but as the caring sister I never had. No, I ask because if you are setting your sights on her you should know, she will…” He stopped for a moment, clearly searching for something. “What is it you sailors warn when one is sailing off the edge of the map?”
“A lee shore?... or do you mean ‘Here be Dragons’?”
“Yes by Jove, that’s it, here be dragons! A lovely, beguiling, enticing dragon but a dragon all the same, cunning and devious.”
I laughed, “well, her eyes rather suggest that...but you’re not serious, are you?”
“I’m quite serious, Ripper old top. Do you know what we lads at Charterhouse called her? Of course you don’t, how could you, maybe I have had too much to drink. ‘The Games Mistress’. We called her the ‘Games Mistress’.”
“Really?”
“Yes. She would choose a boy as her victim and in no time at all the poor sod would be wrapped round one of her lovely little fingers, doing whatever she asked. And all the while that fellow would think that each and every move he made in the contest was his idea, and his alone. In the game of love our dear Clarissa is a Grand Master, always a dozen moves ahead of whomever she is playing with.”
“This sounds rather ominous.”
“It is. You’re a top-hole sort, and I like you Ripper, I like you a lot, and I don’t want you to become another of the vanquished ones.” Freddy leaned in close as if to drive his last point home. “Just be sure that where it is you wish to go with her is really where YOU wish to go.”
Freddy downed the glass of champagne that had just been delivered by the passing waiter while quickly grabbing a second as he did so, then directed a final thought towards me.
“Clarissa’s a wonderful woman, she truly is. But men to her are conquests, pure and simple. Mountain climbers don’t stay on the summit once they’ve conquered it, do they? No, they leave, and she will too.”
Dancing continued with great enthusiasm with barely a visit back to our table for refreshment. My head cleared of the wine but soon became clouded with other matters. Clarissa was stunningly beautiful and like the previous night, she made me look a far better dance partner than my skills might normally allow. Just before midnight a tremendous report sounded, shaking the building, and rattling the windows so violently I thought they would burst. Even indoors I could feel the passing of the pressure wave. A bomb! A huge bomb and close by. No Gotha could carry ordnance that heavy. Zeppelins!
Clarissa visibly jumped at the blast. Her face betrayed startlement and concern but no fear. Screams rose and a surge of patrons pushed toward the exit. I kept my right hand firmly around the small of Clarissa’s back.
“Keep dancing my dear. We don’t want to contribute to a panic. It’s safer inside if the Huns drop any more bombs.”
The thought also occurred that the sight of a VC man scuttling for the door wouldn’t do. It was obvious Clarissa wanted to leave but she gamely continued with me around the dance floor. I guided us away from the windows. We danced in silence for a few minutes until the music started once again. Soon everything was back to normal at Murray’s. The bomb fell to the south from the sound of things. I hoped it hadn’t struck Piccadilly or some other crowded area. D*mn these Huns to the darkest pit of Tartarus!
“Clarissa, have I mentioned how beautiful you look this evening?”
“You have not, Captain Winningstad. I believe you over late in making that observation.”
“How may I atone for such an egregious breach of manners, Miss Covington-Chandos?”
“You may escort me home. I suddenly find myself rather exhausted.”
We returned to our group of companions and made our farewells.
“I’ll see you tomorrow at the Palace, Freddy.”
“Of course Ripper old sport, tomorrow then,” he smiled, despite the obvious concern that furrowed his bushy brow. He redirected his attention.
“Clarissa, it was spiffing to see you again! Now that you’re home we must get together when the war allows. Give my regards to your Father and Mother before they toddle off to America, and to St. John as well when next you see him.”
Freddy placed a hand on Clarissa’s shoulder while simultaneously giving her a peck on the cheek. He turned again and faced me directly, grabbed my hand and gave it a firm shake, then flashed his toothy grin as he offered a farewell reminder.
“Edge of the map Ripper old man, edge of the map.”
With that Freddy was away, shouting to the lads to see their ladies safely home or into cabs, then rejoin him at Piccadilly Circus as that was where the bomb was reported to have landed.
“They’re going to need hands there to help after what those filthy cowardly Hun rotters did! King and Country lads, King and Country!”
As Freddy rallied the men like a knight of old, I couldn’t help but think of Thomas Prewett. Freddy was the same sort of smiling, relentlessly upbeat personality, and like Sgt. Prewett, an inexorable force of nature.
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“Chester Row, Belgravia,” said Clarissa to the driver.
Searchlights continued their frenzied circles on the low cloud layer. They would detect nothing. The Zeppelins were thousands of feet higher if they weren’t already back across the Channel. As the cab drove on, Clarissa’s hand came to rest on my thigh. I could feel her subtly leaning against me. I took her hand in mine and kissed it, my lips lingering on her delicate flesh. No words were needed.
The cab dropped us somewhere in Belgravia. We then walked several blocks in right-left fashion through the quiet, deserted streets of blackout darkened London. I could see but not far. I imagined I could make out shapes following in the darkness, but they disappeared as we turned around yet another very fashionable block on our stair stepping course.
Arriving at our destination at last, I positioned myself to steal a kiss anticipating the unwelcome end to our evening. My maneuverings did not go unnoticed.
“Oh do come in, Oliver. The least I can do is offer you a drink after squiring me so gallantly tonight.”
The house at 163 Eaton Place was deserted and had only recently been reopened for habitation. As Clarissa led up the main staircase, I could see the drop cloths covering the first-floor furniture.
“This is your home?” I asked.
“Temporary lodgings. It belongs to one of Daddy’s friends,” she said.
“You live here alone? I’m surprised. I imagined you a girl requiring staff,” I ventured.
“Obviously. But they won’t arrive until tomorrow, so I’m roughing it. Mother’s fled to Hampshire and Daddy stays at his Club when he’s in London, so you needn’t worry about scandalizing the household. I can't speak for the Bellamys next door.
“Help yourself to whatever you’d like. The one on the right is the last of the 25-year old,” she continued, indicating a stand of decanters. “I won’t be long.”
I looked around the mahogany-paneled room. Dark wing back club chairs sat next to the fireplace. A row of pipes stood to attention in a rack on the mantle. The large desk set at angle fronted two walls of leather-bound volumes. A mounted boar’s head stared down from the wall above the doorway, smooth yellow tusks gleaming in the soft light. Odd that Clarissa would choose this room to be opened first.
Pouring myself a good two fingers of the amber nectar I took a healthy sip. Like a wave approaching in the open sea whose true size is lost in distance, so the whiskey rolled toward the palate gradually, with wisps of citrus and sherry. Higher and higher it rose until, in the full majesty of its ancient might, it landed with unimaginable weight, rich with dried fruits, wood smoke and spice. Closing my eyes and abandoning myself to the finish, the wave passed over me. I swam back to the light.
Clarissa stood there in a red and gold silk robe, carelessly sashed and revealing long legs, elegantly muscled. Even in her silken slippers she stood 5’7”. The lamplight lent it’s golden hue to her pale skin and accentuated the color of her eyes. Her womanly curves were not those of the voluptuous Parisian dancer but rather the leaner form of the athlete.
“Artemis, delighting in arrows,
...of lovely shape like none of the heavenly gods”My heart leapt. Before me stood the Goddess of the Hunt as I imagined, but not of chastity in her present form.
She opened a cigarette box on the table, examined one which, failing to meet her standards, she returned to the box with a pouty hmmff.
“Try one of these,” I said, opening my new cigarette case. Clarissa selected one which I lit with my trench lighter.
“This is very good,” she said. “You’re an odd one, carrying cigarettes of such quality, yet you don’t smoke. I’m not sure you like that I do.”
I didn’t but now was hardly the time for that conversation.
“I carry them to offer to the men and on rare special occasions, a lady, but for myself I find them terribly destructive to the wind. The frozen air at 18,000 feet is desperately thin. Changing a drum at that height, pushing the Lewis Gun back into position, it takes all my effort. I’m gasping for breath and exhausted afterwards. Some of the fellows can’t manage it up that high and descend several thousand feet to reload. Even a thousand feet can mean the difference between life and death if Huns are lurking.
“There’s another reason,” I said.
“Which is...?”
“When I kiss you, Clarissa, I want taste
you and not the cigarette.”
She extinguished the Dunhill and taking the whiskey glass from my hand she took a deep swallow, savoring the magic before setting the glass down.
“And when will that be?” she asked archly.
Soft lips and ravenous mouth, jousting tongues, a frenzied undressing as Clarissa tore at my uniform. Her agile hands shed the Sam Browne and uniform tunic. I swam out of my braces while she unbuttoned my shirt. When I kissed her neck, she gasped and threw back her head in a giggle. My hands ran down the line of her back. I went to open her robe but her palm against my chest pushed me backwards.
“Stay still. Let me see you,” she said, stepping back to appraise me as one might inspect horseflesh or a prize bull.
This was something different. Amused, I complied and stood before her hands-on-hips.
“What have we here?” she said in a low sultry voice as she had my shirt off. Her eyes tracked to the scar across my chest. Her fingers danced along the silvery purple line of the healed wound. The smell of jasmine in her hair carried to my nostrils. Caressing my scarred left shoulder, she continued around me anti-clockwise, her left hand never breaking contact. I turned my head to follow her as I might track a hostile aircraft. I felt a warm hand up along my neck, then a wet kiss on my back where the splinter lodged. Around to my right side her fingers explored the round scars of Ackland’s bullet before appearing once again in front of me.
“I wonder what you look like completely
sans uniform,” she said.
“I have other scars, Clarissa.”
“Come then...” she said and walked toward the door.
Begins now the dance--the Dance of the Hunger of Kaa Transfixed, I drained the glass and followed.
Sorcery, something artful, transporting in its intensity. Entwined as creatures of air and fire, we soared through other realms. Other voices cried out in the passion of our fierce union.
Clarissa’s legs wrapped tightly around me, drawing me closer still. Her breathing increased, hidden muscles tightened in arcane fashion as her nails raked my back. The look on her face was one of worried concentration giving way to what almost looked like anger. Her golden eyes arced with fire.
...I returned from wherever it was I’d gone.
“Oliver, enough. Oliver!” she hissed.
Shocked, I stopped immediately. “Clarissa?”
“I didn’t think you so cruel,” she said, looking up at me with soft, wide eyes.
“Clarissa, I ... did I hurt you?”
“Don’t trouble yourself, Oliver, she replied. “It’s not as bad as all that.”
Her legs locked again around my waist and rolled me to one side. She sat up.
“First times can be awkward. I prefer to get them out of the way and so anticipate subsequent engagements.
“None of my arts succeeded though,” she continued in grudging acknowledgment. “The Apis Bull just kept on.”
“Clarissa, this is mortifying. I don’t know what to say.”
She drew a cigarette from a silver case on the bedside table. Lighting it, she took a long drag and exhaled slowly. The trail of smoke spiraled at angle toward the ceiling, coiling like a dragons tail.
“Who is she?” she asked in a low, velvety voice. A sudden wisp of menace swirled along with the meandering smoke. “Do tell.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Don’t insult my intelligence. When your mind went away, who were you making love to these past...” she looked at the clock and did the calculation “...these past 40 minutes? It was me at first, then it was someone else.”
I said nothing. In my silence and on my face, she read the truth of her accusation. Her visage darkened and the dragon’s eyes returned. I saw the rage behind them, and the hurt too. In her voice sounded the barest chord of petulance, as if our sex were a kind of contest and she’d lost the match. Crying off as she did only made things worse for her. Here was the Games Mistress, revealed at last.
“You don’t approve of me do you, Oliver?” Her voice was low and held an acid tone. “Or shall I call you Ripper? Yes, I think I shall. You conceive me frivolous or wicked; an insipid naïf bedazzled by your medals and scars and your tales of adventure. I honor you with the gift of my body, yet you
DARE bring another woman with you into my bed. Am I your whore to be used thus?”
“Gods no, Clarissa! Of course not. I would never judge you so. Why do you say such a thing?”
Silence. The only sound was the crinkling immolation of the cigarette paper as she drew the smoke deep into her lungs.
“Very well,” I said. “I’ll assume you’re not casting your net for compliments.” Her attention remained on the ceiling. “Look at me,” I said too strongly. My hand was on her chin turning her face to me.
“I think you extraordinary, Clarissa. You’re brilliant and fierce, and lovely beyond the dreams of mortal men. There’s something of the ancient world about you, a glorious, intoxicating splendor, like that of a Bronze Age Princess. I find you mysterious, and wonderfully fascinating.”
Fool! You did not just say that, Oliver.“Do you?” Her mouth bent in the tiniest of smiles, but the hard eyes remained.
“Time for you to go, Ripper,” she said, turning away and stubbing out the cigarette. She rose, donned her robe, and glided with silent grace out of the room.
“You can see yourself out,” she said without looking back. The door closed behind her.
It was a cold walk from Eaton Place back to the RAC. What started so beautifully had quite exploded in the end. I kept trying to think of where it suddenly went wrong. Clarissa was lovely and at times a little daunting. I liked her. I liked her very much indeed. Why did this have to happen now? It was all so confusing. Apis Bull called me. I approved the comparison before recalling the typical fate of that ancient beast. Freddy’s warning sounded again in my head as did the words of the dashing and enigmatic Monsieur Du Guesclin.
“One would be wise to recall that both fortune and a lady’s favor can be capricious.”