Ha ha good show lol! You know though, on your first launch when the plane broke and half, the other part that kept flying did so on a steady, well balanced, slightly positive degree lol. In Kerbal Space Program that is a success!
I love KSP but I also get extremely frustrated with playing it sometimes. I probably have built a handful of "successful" ships and crash and burned in more than a thousand. The thing that helped me the most is when I found a youtube video and the poster made mentioned and showed how the center of lift needs to be close to the center of thrust if not just before it. That helped me a lot. The other thing that used to drive me made was the landing gear. I always, always, always wobbled and veered on take off and ended up crashing. It wasn't until I sort of back engineered a stock flyable and saw that certain gear needed to be placed a certain way and to unlock and lock steering front and back that I started to have a better time of it.